Rest is good…

Jan 5

Ok. I am so over this being sick. Three full days in bed. I haven’t done this since I gave birth to babies. I think a side of me is coming out that I just can’t handle. I’m tired of Therafu, Tamaflu, NyQuil, Gatorade. Just tired okay. If feel the cranky side rising. I’m tired of the bed. The body is mystery. 

Somewhere this afternoon I felt a little bit better. I dragged myself to the local holistic business to get in the infrared sauna to detox. Talk about feeling like I was half dead. But the sitting for 30 min was good in 140 degrees. 8-hours later I feel better. Woot, woot! Since I am feeling better let me take advantage of the good feels and be constructive. 

I got up and did my Reveal podcast, first one for 2022. So if you hear it and say I sound funny–I do I have the flu. But I am showing up! Showing up for my own life. If you want to hear it here you go– Reveal 2022 Happy New Year Ep. #29

As I lay in the bed on this 3rd full day of the flu somewhere in my pain and discomfort I wish I had some flowers to look at. Not gonna happen. But, instead the Lord spoke to me about one of my goals – Titus 2 Collection.

He gave me more clarity and insight into what direction I need to start going in. woohooo! I have been so stuck on this as to what I should be doing with the idea He gave to me. 

I now can’t wait to get started. I have to feel better tomorrow. Lord please. Heal my body make it stronger. The fatigue is so bad. I tell my body move and get up but it won’t. It just won’t move and honestly I am a little glad and a little stressed. 

Why glad? Shoot, I am a tired mom. Single mom life is for the birds and I have been tired for years and this rest is good but wasteful too.  I feel the tiredness again so time to go. See yal later.