The flu! Pressing on in the Unexpected

Jan 3

Well I have the flu. What a monkey wrench this is. I haven’t been sick in years. I ache all over and I’m cold and hot. How is that possible?

I slept for a little while and woke up to this thought “pressing on”. Oh I will not let this flu stop me. No, no, no. So what do I do with this? I do what I can do and keep it moving.

I decided to work on my planners since I am out of commission with everything else. I was so ready for the new year. I had been working on my 2022 planners for a month and was so ready for Jan 1 to get here so I could plan away. NOT!

Well what do we all do when the unexpected happens? You have to go with the flow. You have to make what is work for you. Kinda of like my life. Every New Year’s Eve I feel a bit of anxiety and fear about going to the new year. Actually, I dread it. I know a lot of you love it. You love having that new year ahead of you but I actually don’t.

Ever since my divorce going to a new year has been just more carrying over of the past year of pain and misery. I know you all don’t like to hear that but it’s true and a lot of divorced people will tell you that.

There were just a lot of problems with my divorce and they didn’t end because the clock turned to a new year. A lot of my problems are long term and followed.  But this year was a little different….I was going to press on no matter what. I was gonna make this year the year I have my dream. I would live out my hearts desire.

I would start a freelance writing business because that seems to be the direction God is taking me. Seems like nothing else I am doing is working anymore. God seems to be changing the direction of things in my life so instead of stressing, I am stepping out and trying something new. I need to do this.  I need to show up for my life. Not sure why I keep saying this line of thought.

Maybe we will explore this next blog. Hmmm.